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yeah, thank God that doesn't last forever. after playing with others for a while you come to realize the music is about more than how fast you can go... actually it's about more than anything about you at all. when other players are with you, it's about giving them something to play with.
as a drummer, the other musicians need something from me more than complicated layer of notes coming and going at 600 bpm(beats per minute)
They need to know where the groove is.
it's easy to get lost in the chaotic feeding frenzy that is the "pursuit of happiness" in our society today. and it seems like the more we pursue it the more complicated life gets. life was like that for me in high school. I had my "Christian life" but I also had all this other stuff going on around it. I had friends that I saw every day, but the topics of God and how to live like Christ never surfaced. my life was just to cluttered. and my relationship with God was just one aspect of a overly-complicated life.
you know, my typical day could have looked like this: music, school, homework, friends house, skateboard, drums, tv, God, taco bell, video games, more music, stress about math, family time, dinner, tv, sleep.
can you see my focus? ...neither could I.
there is this group of Christians living in Philadelphia who call themselves "the Simple Way". one of their mottos is "to live simply, so others may simply live." now, they mean that they don't overcomplicate their live with expensive living so that in turn they can provide for those lacking basic essentials. but that motto fits well into other areas of life than just financial arrangements, doesn't it?
we get caught into adding all this fluff to our lives to the extent that even those around us who could be desperately be looking for God would never see Him in us. it's easy to forget that our lives aren't about us. they are all about connecting THEM with HIM.
that's it.
simple.